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True to me..

The RULES:
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italic the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. The LIST to Bold/Italic/Just-let-it-be:

I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch TV these days.

I own lots of magazines.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.(sometimes? kalo masa drive all the time kot hakhak!)

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm totally smart.

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.(3 bulan dh x dapat gaji wehh..)

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast. (masa mengajar..budak2 tercangak je huhu)

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (skrg ni ngajar dak khas lagiiii la hyper!)

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweat pants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop then eat.

I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God Allah s.w.t.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have (more) children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before. (of course la..dh de anak kan?)

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I have dated a close friends's ex.

I am happy at this moment!! (hubs dh balik..yea!!)

I'm obsessed with guys.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.(with darling hubs&aulia la..)

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausage.

I love kisses.(especially from hubs..kiss kt dahi. INDAH!)

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet. (pantang nampak makanan je terliur)

I talk in my sleep.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

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Lagi-lagi tag

1.What do the majority of people in your life call you?
may, adik & mas

2.Do you still talk to the person you were dating 6 months ago?
of course..talk to hubs all the time when he's around

3.What color is your phone?
all black

4.Who is the last male you hugged?
my darling hubs

5.Do you enjoy drama?
sometimes..

6.Did you learn anything from the last BIG mistake you made?
yes & I hope I'll remember not to repeat it

7.Do you have dimples when you smile?
yes..

8.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
are you thinking about me now hubs?

9.What would you do if your best friend was moving away?
support her if it is for her own future

10.If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
No thanx..I'm married.

11.Do you kiss a lot of people today?
Only my mom & daughter Aulia

12.Name one person that made you smile today?
Yasmeen Aulia..sgt la noty!

13.What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Meeting at school

14.Is anyone jealous of you?
Yup..cikgu-cikgu yg x puas hati kt cikgu KPK

15.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Yup..my parents still call me adik

16.Can you handle the truth?
Takes time..

17.Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Nope..

18.Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
Home is where my love at..

19.Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Yes..hubs is my best friend from the day I married him

20.Have you ever told someone you were single when you really weren't?
Never..I'm proud that I'm married

21.Today did you hug the person you have feelings for?
No..hubs is not at home

22.Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
Yes..addicted!

23.Where is your number one person on your friends list?
Kay Ell

24.Did you ever lose a best friend?
Yes

25.Are any of your friends taller than you?
Unfortunately yes!

26.Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope..if I hate someone, my face will show it clearly.

27.Do you wave when you see people you know?
Based on situation

28.Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
Happy? More to sleepy..

29.Do you hate being alone?
Hate it so much but I have to..

30.Pass this tag to:
Sesape yg rajin nk buat..

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My Goal..

Direction : Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. In no specific order..

1. Further studies overseas- thinking of studies on Special Education.

2. Live together with hubs & Aulia as a family..nk dok serumah, bangun tido dpt tgk muka orang2 tersayang dulu. Baru la makin bersemangat nk mulakan hidup dengan tenang..

3. Get pregnant again, give adik2 & friends for Aulia. Beranak seberapa banyak yg mampu selagi ada rezeki sebelum umur 35 tahun..huhu..lepas tuh nk focus on jaga body ..ekekeke

4. Drive my own 3 series or X5..owh..how I wish!

5. Tutup aurat sepenuhnya dengan cara betul..jadi isteri solehah..amiiinnn

6. Pandai masak pepe je yg hubs nk makan..traditional or modern food.Just name it.

7. Cuti2 Malaysia..spend full time with hubs & Aulia. Travel sama2 then stay kt chalet..spend precious time creating wonderful memories as a family.

8. Finish reading books that I bought recently..budayakan membaca dalam rumah so that nanti Aulia pun suka membaca bila tgk mamanya membaca.

9. Jadi isteri & mama yang penyayang..xde la panas baran mcm sekarang huhu..

10. Have my own big house yg ada lawn mcm kt Rantau..I can imagine hubs playing with our kids. Riuh rendah, kecoh2..I can't wait for these moment. Petang2 keluar main bola sama2..

11. I want to spend my lifetime together with hubs, always in love, making memories till the end of our life.. insyaAllah. Semoga apa saja dugaan mendatang dpt me&hubs hadapi bersama.

12. Breastfeed next baby selama mana yg boleh.. kuatkan semangat utk teruskan breasfeeding walopun macam2 dugaan dtg melanda.. bertabahlah!!

13. Saving sebanyak yg termampu..preparing myself & family for the WHAT IF (nauzubillah..), x salah kalo sediakan payung sebelum hujan.

14. Sah jawatan secepat mungkin so that cepat sikit me bleh sambung belajar then teruskan cita2 me..

15. Belajar menjahit, menyulam, memasak, buat kek atau apa saja kebolehan orang perempuan dulu-dulu.. kalo x amalkan pun at least ada ilmu pun dh cukup baik dari x tau langsung kan.

16. Kreatifkan diri cari something yg me minat set up bisness sebagai side income..who knows I can be a millionaire. Muahahaha..sgt materialistik!

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Lagi-lagi about me..

NAMA-NAMA TIMANGAN ANDA:

Adik (by parents & along), Mas (by family members & in laws), Yang (by hubs)

ANDA SEORANG YANG:

Panas baran. 1st impression..sombong. Susah percayakan orang. Sgt x suka nk mulakan conversation,lg rela diam.

INSAN TERISTIMEWA?? DESCRIBEKAN DIA TERLALU ISTIMEWA DI MATA ANDA:

  1. Mama & abah - the reason that I lived until today
  2. My hubby - my beautiful memories since the 1st day I set my eyes on him
  3. My sweetypie..Aulia - our pride & joy

LAGU KESUKAAN ANDA:

Iris from Goo Goo Dolls

MAKANAN KESUKAAN ANDA:

  1. Lontong specially made by mama
  2. Sambal telur
  3. Kangkung goreng belacan
  4. Maggi goreng mamak
  5. Ayam goreng yg dh tinggal tulang

WARNA KESUKAAN ANDA:

Black & dark blue..sbb bleh nampak kurus sikit huhu..


SIKAP YANG MEMBUAT ANDA STRESS:

Org yg bawak kete lane kiri then perasan laju & org yg bawak kete 40km/j kt hiway masa peak hour *&^%!!


TIGA BENDA YANG MESTI ADA DALAM BAG ANDA:

  1. Wallet
  2. Handphone
  3. Kunci kereta/rumah

KALI TERAKHIR MASA ANDA MENANGIS & KENAPA:

Last week..adapting to new life. I'm depressed.

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About me..lagi?

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:
27

2. Place you want to travel to:
Switzerland

3. Your favorite place:
Anywhere as long as hubs & Aulia is around

4. Your favorite food:
Pepe je yg de depan mata masa lapar

5. Your favorite pet:
Cat..meeoowww!

6. Favorite color combination:
Ikut mood..xde specific color

7. Favorite piece of clothing:
Yang comfy..xsuka la ketat sgt nanti nampak macam sarung nangka huhuhu..

8. Your all time favorite song:
Iris from Goo Goo Dolls

9. Favorite TV show:
All CSI series

10. First name of your significant other/crush:
Benjy

11. Which town do you live in:
Kuantan

12. Your screen name/nickname:
mayra_solace

13. Your first job:
CSR at Vads

14. Your dream job:
Consultant..cakap sikit dapat duit huhu..

15. One bad habit that you have:
Hot temper

16. Worst fear:
Losing my loved ones

17: Things you'd like to do before you die:
Mengucap 2 kalimah syahadah

18. The 1st thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:
Buy? X kot..setel hutang dulu..

19. Your husband/wife:
Benjy @ Syamsyir

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Yg mana satu?

Sayang...can I have this?

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Or this?

honda-city-2009-car

Pleaseeeeee (sambil kelip2 mata). Mana-mana pun xpe..hehehe..boley la yang..

I need something to make me happy muahahahahh!

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Tag berjela..

  1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
  2. Each player answers the questions about themselves

Starting time : 9.48 pm
Name : May

Sisters : 0
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 5
Height : 149cm
Where do you live : Kuantan

Have you ever been on a plane : Yes
Swam in the ocean : Yes
Fallen asleep at school : Lots of time
Broken someone’s heart : Maybe..
Fell off your chair : Never

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Everytime hubs was away for work

Saved e-mails : A lot

What is your room like : Small but comfy

What’s right beside you: Aulia..tgk Keliwon tp takut terkepit-kepit kt sebelah

What is the last thing you ate : Ayam goreng beli kt pasar malam

Ever had…
Chicken pox
: Yes
Sore throat : Just recover
Stitches : C-section
Broken nose : Nope
Do you Believe in love at first sight : Yup..like me in love with hubs ngee!
Like picnics : Not really

Who was/were…
The last person you danced with : Aulia..on the way back from pasar malam kt tgh2 jalan.
Last made you smile : Hubs..called from offshore
You last yelled at : Aulia..mengada-ngada melalak xde sebab

Today did you…
Talk to someone you like : Yes, hubs, Aulia, mama & abah
Kissed anyone : Yes..Aulia
Get sick : No
Talk to an ex : No
Miss someone : Hubs..nun di tengah laut

Who do you really hate: None..for the time being

Do you like your hand-writing :  Nope

Are your toe nails painted : Nak kena ceramah dgn hubs?

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My parents'

What color shirt are you wearing now : Grey

Are you a friendly person : Yes..but not on the 1st met.

Do you have any pets : No

Do you sleep with the TV on : No

What are you doing right now : Answering this long tag

Can you handle the truth : Takes time

Are you closer to your mother or father : Mother

Do you eat healthy : No..I love junk food

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : X kuasa nk simpan

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Hubster

Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Quiet..loud only to those who knew me well

Are you confident : Only when I'm driving


5 things I was doing 10 years ago

  1. Culture shock baru masuk U
  2. Tetiap minggu g outing Ipoh
  3. Jumpa member2 sekepala kt U
  4. Belajar2 shopping & ngabihkan duit makbapak
  5. Mintak duit tetiap minggu kt mama&abah


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

  1. Settlekan semua hutang x kira la PTPTN, kereta, rumah..everything!
  2. Hantar my parents & PIL g haji
  3. Invest dlm mende2 yg leh bg long term profit
  4. Holiday around the world
  5. Sedekah to all sorts of pertubuhan anak2 yatim


5 of my bad habits

  1. Panas baran
  2. Makan x hengat dunia
  3. Selalu pk negative
  4. Low self-esteem
  5. Buat keje last minute


5 places I’ve lived/living

  1. Sungai Petani
  2. TTDI
  3. Kerteh
  4. Besut
  5. Kuantan

End time : 10.19 pm

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Bangun lambat!

Pagi td alarm dh bunyi kol 5.30 pagi tp dengan mamai2nya me turn off alarm then sambung tido. Kononnya mesti bangun dlm 5 minit lg kot sbb biasanya camtu la. Sekali bangun dh 5.55!!! Huh..kelam kabut terjun katil mandi lebih kurang pastu kuar bilik air baru kol 6.05 huhu..selamat. Selalu pun dlm masa2 gitu gak bersiap pun..dengar azan sempat je semayang subuh then g skolah macam besa. Kol 6.30 dh gerak & me tetap org paling awal tercatok depan sekolah. Sebenarnya boleh je bangun dlm kol 5.45 gitu. Pandai je adjust time nk mandi. Kalo bangun awal pun lamanya dok abis masa dlm bilik air je hakhak!! Harini x hantar Aulia g nursery sbb malam td dia tido dgn mama & abah then batuk2 teruk sgt bunyinya. Memang skrg nih malam2 Aulia batuk, sejuk sgt agaknya..baru nk tukar pampers Aulia, abah ckp "X yah hantar Aulia g skool la harini..dia batuk. Kesian dia.." huhu..alasan la tu. Sedangkan abah x sampai hati tgk cucunya menangis everytime hantar ke nursery. Spoilednye la anak ku ini huhuhu.. Lamanya nk menunggu hubs balik..rindu la..

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Banyak no soklannye!

1 . Name – May
2 . Birthday – 28 Disember 1982
3 . Birthplace – Penang
4 . Current Location – Kuantan
5 . Eye color - Dark brown
6 . Hair color – Black
7 . Height - 149cm..ye saya mmg katik!
8 . Right handed or left handed - Left handed
9 . The shoes you wore today – sandal masa drive then tukar heels bila dh sampai skolah
10 . Your weakness – hot tempered
11 . Your Fear – Allah SWT
12 . Your perfect pizza – Domino's
13 . Goal you would try to achieve next year – get pregnant for next baby
14 . Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger – hakhak!
15 . Thoughts first waking up – "dh pukul berapa ni?"
16 . Your bedtime – 11.00pm paling lewat, kalo x masa drive esok pagi menyengguk kt stereng.
17 . Your most missed memory – growing up with Aulia
18 . Pepsi or coke - dedua kena avoid..too much sugar
19 . Mcdonalds or burger king - burger king
20 . Single or group dates - group date..bertiga ngan hubs + Aulia huhu..
21 . Chocolates or Vanilla – vanilla choc?
22 . Cappuccino or Coffee - both with ice
23 . Do you smoke – nope
24 . Do you swear – hmm..let me think
25 . Do you sing – yup..every morning masa drive-nk hilangkan mengantuk
26 . Do you shower daily – 3 times a day..
27 . Have you been in love – Yup..love at 1st sight with darling hubs
28 . Do you want to go to college – Already grad from UTP
29 . Do you want to get married – Already married hehehe..
30 . Do you believe in yourself – Haruslah kan..kalo x percaya diri sendiri cane nk caye org lain?
31 . Do you get motion sickness - sometimes
32 . Do you think you are attractive – ask hubster..he knows me better
33 . Are you health freak – not really..i'm only obsessed with my weight hehehe..
34 . Do you get along with your parents – yup..
35 . Do you like thunderstorms ? – sometimes..
36 . Do you play instrument - masa skolah dulu je main recorder..
37 . In the past month have you drank alcohol – 
38 . In the past month have you been on Drugs – yup..phentermine
39 . In the past month have you gone on a date - with darling hubs..
40 . In the past month have you gone to a mall – East Coast Mall, Berjaya Megamall, Tesco SP, Village Mall
42 . In the past month have you been on stage - nope
43 . In the past month have you been dumped -nope
44 . In the past month have you gone skinny Dipping – Huh??
45 . In the past month have you stolen anything – someone's heart..hubs of course hehehe..
46 . Ever been drunk - dosa besar wehh..
47 . Ever been called a tease – dolu-dolu..
48 . Ever been beaten up - nope
49 . Ever be Shoplifted – nope
50 . How do you want to die – dapat mengucap 2 kalimah syahadah & dipermudahkan segalanya
51 . What do you want to be when you grow up – a good daughter, wife & mother
52 . Favorite eye color - proud with what has been given
53 . Favorite hair color – Balck & shiny
54 . Short or long hair – Silky long hair...
55 . Height -149cm..again..I know I'm katik!
56 . Weight - 57.5kg from 61kg in 2 weeks
57 . Best clothing style – Jeans & blouse/long-sleeved shirt
58 . Number of drugs i have taken - 15mg per day
59 . Number of cds i owned - outnumbered
60 . Number of piercing – only 2,on both ears
61 . Number of tattoos – dosa la weii..
62 . Number of things in past I regret - past is past..I'll live for my future ;p

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Apekah?

Me g bank bayar duit kete lepas balik sekolah td. Selalunya hubs yg g bayar tp kali ni dh dekat due tp hubs masih lg kt laut. Lepas amik nombor, me pun g duduk tunggu giliran. Tetiba sorang lelaki dtg dekat then senyum..being me yg mmg sombong kt org yg me x kenal, me ignore je la. Maybe dia senyum kt org belakang atau sebelah2 me. Tetiba dia dtg duduk kt kerusi sebelah then mulakan conversation..

X : Awak keje kt Pekan ek? Selalu nampak kete awak kt sana..

Me : (Tengok keliling kot2 dia bercakap dgn org lain..bila konfem baru angkat muka then angguk. Malas nk layan.)

X : Keje apa?

Me : Mengajar (sambil mata dok tgk2 nombor yg x sampai2 lagi)

X : Cikgu? Uishh..kaya ek jd cikgu skrg. Bleh pakai Honda..

Me : Bukan kete saya, kete suami..

X : Ooo..(angguk then diam). Lambat lg la turn saya. Eh, kt sebelah bank ni ada kedai. Jom g minum..

Me dh nk tersentap jantung. Bukan ke baru td me ckp me dh bersuami?

 

TINGG!!

 

Alhamdulillah..saved by the bell! Giliran me dh sampai..cepat2 me g kaunter, bayar then menyusup celah2 orang ramai keluar dr bank. Terkocoh-kocoh masuk kete, terus lock. Sangat horror bila terbayangkan cerita2 dlm movie hukhuk! Masa drive asyik tgk cermin belakang je takut ada orang follow. Huhu..sgt trauma oke! Nasib baik la bila balik umah mama ngan abah ada temankan me kt umah. Rasa selamat la sikit.. Kalo x, hati me ni x tenang je pikirkan macam2. Camne dia bleh tau me keje kt Pekan? Dia pernah follow kete me ke? Mende2 camni lah yg buatkan me takut bila hubs tinggalkan kami dua beranak. Bukan apa..sekarang ni manusia makin kejam & x berhati perut. Anything can happen. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..selamatkanlah hidup kami anak beranak & lindungilah kami dr segala kejahatan.

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Rahsia perkahwinan

"Kebiasaannya kami memang mempunyai rutin romantik. Dari awal perkahwinan kami mengamalkan doa mengekalkan kasih sayang hingga mati. Dan setiap malam sebelum tidur, kami suami isteri akan peluk cium dan menggenggam tangan dan memohon maaf untuk segala kesalahan sepanjang hari (pegang tangan suami isteri boleh menggugurkan semua dosa). Kemudian, kami tidur satu selimut dan bawah selimut jangan pakai apa2..besok pagi mandi bersama..ini juga antara sunnah nabi" - Datuk Dr Fazilah Kamsah
Sangat la bermakna..wink..wink!! Me suker sgt!! Semoga me and darling hubs pun dapat amalkan camni selalu & semoga rumahtangga kami suami isteri kekal bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat..amiiinnn..

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Hadiah besday mama

Semalam masa g celebrate birthday mama kt Megamall terpikir plak nk bagi hadiah pe kt mama? Dh xde idea nk bagi pe..ntah cane tetiba termasuk lak Popular. So bila de dlm kedai buku nih macam2 buku la rasa nk beli kan hehehe.. Tanya la mama nk pepe x? Mama cakap suka 2 buku nih tp mahal sgt..sian kt mama teringin. So me ckp "kalo adik beli wat hadiah besday bley?" then mama kata ok. Alhamdulillah..setel la. Xyah nk pk beli mende pe utk mama since mama pun tersangat la ske buku yg dibeli tu.

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A-Z Jahit Sulam 2

Me plak bila selalunya kalo masuk kedai buku mesti cari English novel tp kali ni tersangkut lama plak kt section motivasi. Bila dok belek-belek buku2 yg ada, satu buku ni berjaya menarik perhatian me utk beli. Sedangkan selama ni x pernahnya me nk masuk section tu. Bila terkenangkan life me yg agak x ketahuan punca sekarang and keadaan me yg boleh kata depressed so I'm thinking of giving myself a present..

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Jangan Bersedih Jadilah Wanita yg Paling Bahagia

X pasal-pasal plak dari nk beli hadiah untuk mama dh terbeli buku untuk diri sendiri huhuhu.. hopefully termotivate la jugak diri ini lepas baca buku ni.. La Tahzan..

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Baby's wardrobe/closet

I've been tagged by Jiey Mien..huhu..macam tau2 je me nih tengah gila buat tag sekarang muahahahah!!

The instructions:-

1. Take a photo of your child's wardrobe / closet.. Inside and outside..

2. Explain in detail, how do you arrange everything..

3. What do you have on top of the wardrobe / closet?

4. Where did you keep your baby's old clothes?

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1. Take a photo of your child's wardrobe / closet.. Inside and outside..

Erkk.. sorry lah yea. Nampaknya me x ley nk settlekan tag ni properly. Aulia xde wardrobe sbb me baru je pindah randah muahahahah.. By the way, this is where I kept Aulia's clothes for the time being..

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..dalam raga sama yg digunakan untuk simpan baju2 Aulia dr masa dia baru lahir dulu. Sebabnya lebih senang nk lipat or amik masa kalut2. Xpayah nk bukak tutup almari. Kesian Aulia kan? Nampak sgt dia x banyak baju bila tgk dalam raga tu tp hakikatnya kalo kt luar berlambak2 baju dia je. Sampai dh xde tempat nk sumbat..

 

2. Explain in detail, how do you arrange everything..

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Dari kiri baris atas&bawah - baju jalan-jalan yg baru2..gown/skirt/jeans/pants/shirt

Baris tengah atas - baju main biasa2 yg pakai hari2 (mostly yg bawak ke nursery)

Baris tengah bawah - baju main cantik untuk pakai masa g jalan-jalan

Baris kanan atas&bawah - baju-baju tidur yg pakai hari2 atau jalan-jalan

 

3. What do you have on top of the wardrobe / closet?

Err..nothing coz it's not a closet, its a basket huhu..

 

4. Where did you keep your baby's old clothes?

Hmm..somewhere in here I guess..hukhuk..rumah me adalah sgt berserabut mcm life me sekarang.

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Weekend without hubs

Hari Rabu hubs g laut then malam tu mama&abah pun sampai umah. Sian derang rindu kt cucu..me kesian sgt derang travel jauh2 dari Kedah semata2 datang nk temankan kami 2 beranak. Me x kisah pun tinggal berdua je dgn Aulia sbb dh besa. Bukannya ni 1st time hubs kena g laut. Tp me dh tau sgt..alasan je tu kata nk temankan, sebenarnya mama&abah rindukan cucu.. Me x bleh la nk kata apa..dh setahun derang bela Aulia masa me belajar dulu. Dari baru bleh berjalan jatuh sampai la dh cerdik bleh berlari bagai. Dh tentu2 la asyik teringat je kt keletah Aulia..tp kali ni, walopun mama&abah de kt umah me still hantar Aulia g nursery tetiap pagi masa me g keje. Bukannya pe..xmo nanti masa mama&abah dh balik dia start buat perangai balik xmo g nursery. Mampos la me nk layan dia carnky je tetiap hari huhu.. Hantar kol 6.30 pagi tp kejap je..dlm kol 10 tuh tokbabah dh g amik. Xkisahlah camtu pun asalkan Aulia tetap g nursery..lgpun me x nak la mama&abah dtg kena jaga Aulia. Kalo bleh biarlah derang de masa nk relax2 bangun lambat ke..pas derang dh setel2 breakfast sume bleh la nk bawak balik Aulia kecohkan rumah..

Hari Jumaat petang lak cam besa kalo mama&abah dtg, Along pun x kan lepas peluang nk dtg berjalan ke Kuantan. 2 in 1 la kiranya..sambil jenguk mama&abah dpt la jugak jalan2 carik pasal. Lagipun 24 Februari ni birthday mama..so bila dh berkumpul 2 beradik ni bleh la g makan2 celebrate walopun xsampai hari lagi. Cumanya me sedey sbb hubs xde sama. Bila Along dtg, Aulia mesti hepi sgt sbb de kawan-Danial. Baru 2 orang de dlm rumah tp punya la riuh. Kejap gelak, kejap mengusik, kejap bertekak..melalak pastu baik balik. Me suka sgt tgk bila 2 beradik ni sama2..sgt kiut & sweet! Inilah pengubat lara hati me..

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Next week me dh start kena mengajar kelas tambahan English utk dak darjah 5 tetiap hari Khamis 2.30-4.30 petang. Adoiiyaii..x suka sgt bila kena tinggalkan Aulia lama2 kt nursery sampai petang. Mesti dia marah2 then buat perangai sbb me amik dia lambat nanti. Tapi dh nama pun tugas..kena la buat dgn hati yg ikhlas. Tabahlah hati me untuk jadi succesful working mom. InsyaAllah..everything will turn out OK..

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1st letter of my name

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 or more people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. . .nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Have Fun!!

1. What is your name: R***MAY******I

2. A four Letter Word: RAIN

3. A boy's Name: ROSMAN

4. A girl's Name: RINA

6. A color: RED

7. Something you wear: RING

8. A food: RICE

9. Something found in the bathroom: RAZOR

10. A place: ROOM

11. A reason for being late: RED LIGHT

12. Something you shout: ROAR!

13. A movie title: RATATOUILLE

14. Something you drink: ROOT BEER

15. A musical group: RUFFEDGE

16. An animal: RACCOON

17. A street name: ROSEMARY ST.

18. A type of car: RENAULT

19. A song title: RUSH by RIHANNA

20. A verb: RELAX

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More about me..

If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.. ;)

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yup..my dad named me after a writer who wrote a story about patriotism in an army's mag..

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Last week..hectic life. I'm depressed.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Nope.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
Daging masak black pepper

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Yes.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Nope..1st impression-sombong!

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Sometimes..I guess.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Yup! Release tension..

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
Milo Fuze 3 in 1 cereal

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Mesti!

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
Vanilla & chocolate chip

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
The way they behave

14. RED OR PINK?
Red

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Panas baran

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Darling hubs..nun di tengah laut..sob..sob..

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Up to them

18. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Green baju kurung & black sandals

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Ayie's - my pupil yg tgh mengamuk menggigit org.

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Light Blue

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Hubs' & Aulia's smell blend together

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Hubster

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Yes

24. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Hockey

25. HAIR COLOUR?
Black

26. EYE COLOUR?
Dark brown

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope

28. FAVOURITE FOOD?
Lontong

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy Endings

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
P.S I LOVE YOU

31. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
No shirt..baju kurung.

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summer..but windy

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs&kisses

34. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
Chocolate moist

35. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Phone call

36. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Salesperson

37. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
No book just newspaper

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I don't have one

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
CSI

40. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
Aulia giggle..owh..how I miss that & hubs annoying voice teasing me..

42. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Rolling stones

43. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Bali

44. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Err..I don't think I have any

45. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Hospital Bersalin Butterworth..

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5 things..

5 things found in my bag:
1. Wallet
2. E-touch
3. Dequadin
4. Lipstick
5. Loose powder

5 things found in my wallet
1. IC
2. Driving License
3. Mykid Aulia
4. ING cards
5. Credit Card

5 favourite things in my our room
1. Pillows&bolster
2. Aulia's crib
3. Meja solek yg bersepah
4. Comforter
5. My wardrobe

5 things I’ve always wanted to do
1. Holiday sana sini
2. Own BMW 3 series
3. Pregnant lagi
4. Slim & sexy utk hubs
5. Live together as a family

5 things I’m currently into
1. Updating blog
2. Reply email from hubs
3. Waiting for a call from hubs
4. Online banking
5. Research on Special Education activities

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Gila tag

2-3 hari ni me cam giler wat tag walopun tag tu x ditujukan utk me..muahahhhaa. Kalo ada je dlm blog sape2 yg "tag pada sape2 yg baca blog ni"..me pun dgn rajinnya wat. Inilah namanya xde keje..sedangkan berlambak Rancangan Pengajaran Individu utk 30 org budak khas me kena submit this Monday. So kalo de ternampak 3-4 tag dalam satu hari tuh itu adalah scheduled entry yg dibuat untuk seminggu.. Me mmg xde keje kan? muahahhhhaa..

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My 1st Born

1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
Nope. X sabar nk tgk 'hasil tambah' me + hubs ngeee..

2. WHAT WAS YOUR SECOND CHOICE NAME FOR YOUR OPPOSITE GENDER NAME?
A***D SY***I..hehe..rahsia dulu mana tau utk next baby.

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
X percaya..sbb a week before tu me dh wat pregnancy test tp -ve. Me sampai nangis2 tension. Bila dpt result +ve sampai 5-6 stick me try sampai la hubs bawak g jumpa doktor.

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
24 years old

5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
Missed my period for 2 weeks ++

6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
Darling hubs..masa tu kt Le Meridien coz hubs tgh course. Berdebar je tunggu hubs balik kol 5 sedangkan kol 8 pagi lagi dh wat test. Saje xmo call konon2 nk wat seprais!

7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
Masa doktor tanya tuh trus angguk setuju je hehehe..

8. DUE DATE?
14/01/2007

9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
2nd month sampai end of 4th month..admitted 3 kali dehydrated-Kuantan Medical Centre, Hospital Kemaman & Kuantan Specialist..masuk 4 beg air hukhuk..

10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
Sate ikan yg kuah manis tuh..tp masa kt Kerteh indon yg jual so hubs x bg. Sudahnya Aulia meleleh air liur muahahaha!! Lagi satu Domino's Pizza..asyik nk melantak yg tu je. Sibbaik masa pregnant hubs byk course kt KL.

11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
Everytime hubs kena g offshore..konfem wat perangai je sampai hubs pun tension.

12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?
Girl

13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
Nape ntah me mmg nk sgt baby boy..nama baby girl lgsg x prepare huhu..

14. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
12kg..me bulat&pendek mcm humpty dumpty. Tp hubs ckp me sexy masa preggy ekekekek!!

15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
Nope.

16. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
HB rendah, uri kt bawah & baby songsang..

17. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Kuantan Specialist Hospital (KSH)

18. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
Masuk OT kol 3 lebih then kol 5.21 pm dengar Aulia melalak..

19. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?

Hubster of course..

20. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Doc, nurses & me

21. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
Ceasar..dak kecik tuh songsang la pulak..

22. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
Huhu..sudah semestinya..

23. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
2.45kg

24. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
22/12/2006 at 5.21pm..awal lebih kurg 28 hari.

25. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Yasmeen Aulia binti Mohd Syamsyir

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27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
2 years 1 months & 4 weeks young..

28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN?
Yup! Hubs nk anak ramai..me? Err..xmo la sorg je tp xde la ramai sgt kot muahahah!!

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Bertabahlah!

Hubs baru g laut pagi td. Bertolak dr umah kol 4 pagi..sob..sob..sedih sgt hati ni. Sayang isteri tinggal2kan..ha'ah, ye la tu. Sayang sgt hubs kt me sampai kan 2 minggu sekali asyik kena tinggal je muahahahah!! Me ok je sbb dh terbesa kena tinggal..kuatkan semangat pujuk hati. Hubs g keje..cari rezeki utk anak bini. Me kena la redha so that hubs bley keje dgn hati yg tenang. Baiknya isteri b ni kan? ekekekekek..tp paling me x tahan masa salin diaper Aulia terbangun, 1st question- "Papa mana?" adoii..hati yg baru nk kuat ni tetiba jadi hancur luluh. "Papa pi work sayang..kan semalam papa dh ckp kt yaya papa kena pi work.." Aulia tgk je muka me. Bawak masuk kete gerak je g nursery dia dh teresak2..aduhh..tabahlah hati. "Yaya jgn la nangis..mama kena g work. Yaya kena la g skool. Kan ramai fren..kakak pun ada." dari teresak2 Aulia dh start nk renggah. Me keraskan hati cium pipi, hulurkan dia kt nanny then terus masuk kete. Pandang sekali imbas then trus gerak sbb masa tu dh kol 6.40 pagi. Me dh lambat..

Hati me x tenang sgt bila teringatkan muka Aulia masa me tinggalkan td. Sedih je..xde pun senyum2 noty macam selalu. Inilah salah satu sbb me tension sgt 2-3 minggu ni. Bila tengokkan anak yg selalu je sedih. Adoiiyaii..rasa nk heret je Aulia sekali ke tempat keje. Me x bercadang nk jadi SAHM even kalo hubs lebih dr mampu nk menyara kami anak beranak sbbnya sebelum me masuk maktab me pernah x keje & me jadi hilang arah. Me kena de something utk boost my self-esteem, keje salah satu darinya. Pepepun jadi me kena kuat utk hadapi.

Masa2 de byk konflik dlm diri cam sekarang, me x reti nk bercerita kt org. Bukanlah bercerita hal rumahtangga kt org tapinya mengadu. Bagi org lain maybe the 1st person yg akan dicari utk mengadu-MAMA. But not for me..me x reti nk mengadu kt my mom. Bukanlah me x close..I'm the youngest & the only girl. Cumanya kalo me nk mengadu masalah me kt my mom me rasa malu nk cerita. Pe yg jadi prob kt me skrg my mom dh pernah hadapi..been there,done that. Baru2 ni hubs ckp de kura2 ura2 kata hubs kena pindah KL. Adeh..pedih je hati me dengar. Baru je merasa nk hidup bersama balik as a family dh nk kena berpisah plak. Me tension je bila pk nk kena hidup besarkan Aulia sendiri. Bukanlah hubs x balik langsung cumanya xde la setiap hari bley bersua muka. Agaknya me dgn hubs ni belum ditakdirkan utk hidup sama2 lagi kot.

Bila me mengadu kt my mom, dia cuma ckp "Alhamdulillah, dh rezeki dia kt sana. Biarlah dia g amik. Biasalah muda2 ni dok jauh2..nanti dh lama2 de la rezki nk dok dekat balik." me kadang2 cam hangin jek dengar my mom ckp gitu. Me pun xtau pe yg me nk my mom cakap utk redakan hati me yg serabut nih. My mom dh ada banyak sgt pengalaman hidup sendiri berjauhan dr my dad, being a working mom & besarkan kami adik beradik. Me x boleh nk cakap life me without hubs susah skrg coz my mom dh merasa lebih dr pe yg me hadapi. Being an army's wife, dh tentu2 my mom selalu ditinggalkan my dad sbb masuk keluar hutan. Lagi la kena tabah sbb my mom pernah cerita, setiap hari balik keje lalu kt surau kem je mesti berdebar je hati sbbnya kt situ la askar2 yg gugur di medan perang akan dikapankan. Me x bleh bayangkan cane perasaan my mom tertanya2 cane keadaan my dad kt hutan kan? Dulu2 mana la ada handphone bagai.. My mom is a working mom..g keje balik keje naik bas. Lagi la letih menunggu bas berjam2 lamanya. Kira me masih dikira bertuah sbb me bleh drive sendiri nk g ke mana2 pun. Life my mom mmg sgt2 mencabar..tambah2 dengan 2 org anak yg baru nk membesar. Beza umur me & along 7 tahun..so bleh imagine la kan cane penat je nk handle macam2 perangai budak baru nk membesarkan?

My mom is my inspiration to live my life as a wife, a mother & a working mom hehehe..so now, biar apa pun jadi. Kt mana pun me & hubs tinggal whether bersama atau berjauhan, me akan tabah. Kalo my mom bleh survive hidup without my dad yg keluar masuk hutan, g Namibia & tinggal kt Taiping while my mom kt Penang selama bertahun2..insyaAllah me pun mampu. After all, I'm her daughter. Her strength will be my strength.. Personally, me rasa my mom is emotionally stronger than any of her sibblings. My mom bleh je hidup kt tempat org tanpa sedara mara pe lagi parents coz my nenek (mak mama) meninggal masa mama sekolah rendah lagi. Me akan jadi isteri, mama & cikgu yang tabah! Bertabahlah!!

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What Are the Symptoms of Depression?

Symptoms that people have when they're depressed can include:
  • depressed mood or sadness most of the time (for what may seem like no reason)
  • lack of energy and feeling tired all the time
  • inability to enjoy things that used to bring pleasure
  • withdrawal from friends and family
  • irritability, anger, or anxiety
  • inability to concentrate
  • significant weight loss or gain
  • significant change in sleep patterns (inability to fall asleep, stay asleep, or get up in the morning)
  • feelings of guilt or worthlessness
  • aches and pains (with no known medical cause)
  • pessimism and indifference (not caring about anything in the present or future)
  • thoughts of death or suicide

When someone has five or more of these symptoms most of the time for 2 weeks or longer, that person is probably depressed.

Am I depressed? I think I have a few of the symptoms.. I really need a holiday to clear up my mind & soul. I need a break!

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Senyum la sikit..

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Me sgt susah hati sekarang bila tetiap hari tengokkan Aulia gini je ragamnya..hari2 mengamuk, wat perangai bg me naik darah then menangis menjerit2 aka melalak x hengat dunia! Adoii la..me sedih la bila tengok anak x hepi. Dh almost 2 weeks Aulia camni. Asyik cranky je..senyum pun xnak. Muka sedey je memanjang. Kalo dulu macam2 keletah dia tetiap hari, de je mende yg ley watkan me & hubs nk tergelak. Tapi sekarang camni la dia..asyik sedih, termenung pastu bila cakap pun dia wat layan x layan. Me tau sume ni start since me anta g nursery..tp nk wat cane lagi? Mama mintak maaf sgt2 yaya, bukan mama saja2 nk tinggalkan yaya kt org yg yaya x kenal tp mama kena g work. Kalo ikut hati mama bawak je ke mana saja mama g..

Ya Allah..berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk hadapi dugaan ini. Bila tengokkan Aulia sedih macam ni me pun lagi sedih..g keje pun x tenang hati ni. Asyik teringatkan dia pastu rasa bersalah plak sbb tinggalkan dia kt nursery..am I a bad mother? Me doa sgt2 biarlah Aulia cepat adapt dgn nursery tu..biar Aulia dapat ramai kawan so that dia hepi bila g skool. Kesian la nk marah2 kt dia bila dia wat perangai yg sgt2 menguji kesabaran masa me letih2 balik keje.. Me rindu sgt dia yg keletah, manja & ske wat lawak then tersengih2. Sekarang ni faveret show dia GBS ngan Adi&Ayah pun dia dh wat layan x layan sedangkan sebelum ni cite2 tu lah yg watkan dia hepi. Alahaii Aulia..tolong la jadi anak mama macam sebelum ni balik. Mama rindu la..jangan la merajuk lama2..sedih mama tengok.. Esok papa dh g laut..adeh..makin meragam la Aulia tambah lagi sbb nk mengamuk-rindukan papa! Senyum la sikit Aulia..

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Cuti = hepi la!

Hehe..me tgh tersenyum sekarang ni. Lepas maghrib td tetiba hubs bersuara "Jom main boling..", me like huh? Dh bape jam x bersuara tetiba ajak men boling..biar betul? X pernah lg hubs ajak kuar men boling malam2 hari. Yg me pk masa tu cuma mesti dia dh janji dengan membe2 nk men boling kot. Me tanya dgn sape lg, hubs ckp xde sape. Me pun siap2kan Aulia, pas me bersiap terus gerak g Kuantan Parade. Memula ingat kt situ de boling tp xde then g la Megamall.

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Habis satu game ingatkan nk sambung lg tp dh fully booked sbb de tournament mlm ni. Hubs x puas hati sbb kalah muahahahah!! Demam Aulia masih x baik lagi, dia pun lali semacam je sepanjang malam. So kami pun gerak la g minum2 dulu kt mamak..

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Owh, me sgt suka moments macam ni. Just a simple act like holding hands masa lintas jalan, peluk pinggang then gelak2 sembang mende2 x related..so sweet my darling hubs. He never failed to suprise me. Ye, me adalah isteri yg sgt mudah dipujuk walopun dgn perkara2 yg sgt simple mcm pe yg hubs buat malam ni hehe..me adalah isteri yg manja & perlu diberikan perhatian x berbelah bahagi sbb me sendiri dibesarkan camtu. Thanx sayang for making me happy.. I love u sooooo much!

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Help!

Am I the one facing this problem? Me ley access blog2 bloggers lain but the problem is me x ley nk tgk gambar yg di uploadkan..apa kes? Is there any add-ons yg me dh disable kan? Kepada bloggers yg tau apa sebabnya tolong bg solution ye..sgt x best browse blog without any pic. Xde seri huhu.. TOLOOOOOONNNGGGGG!!

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Sukan Sekolah

Semalam 15/02 sukan sekolah. Me in charge perbarisan so awal2 pagi lagi dh dtg nk siapkan budak2 seramai 60 orang. Sgt la letih dengan macam2 ragam derang.. itu la ini la. De je mende yg x kena.. Last2 dlm kol 7.30 pagi setel gak siapkan dak2 nih.

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Rugi plak semalam x bawak Aulia g sama. Dh siap dh segala barang2 dia tp bila pagi td tgk dia nyenyak sgt tido me tinggalkan je dia kt hubs. Kalo x mesti seronok sgt dia tgk org ramai..mesti lagi tergedik2 dia melompat2 & berlari2 kt tgh padang. Tapi nasib baik gak me x bawak dia sbb sukan kali ni abis lambat. Selalunya dlm kol 12 dh setel sume tp kali ni kol 1.30 masih ada acara. Me blah balik je x sanggup nk tunggu lama2..lgpun me nye tugas utk haritu dh setel. Letih sgt badan..balik2 umah tgk2 Aulia demam balik. Me risau la..ini kali ketiga Aulia demam balik utk bulan ni je. Dia demam pastu baik pastu demam balik..bila nk baik ni?? Tanya paed, tp dia cakap xde pepe. Aulia bukan demam 3 minggu berterusan cuma bila dia baik dia terjangkit balik dgn org lain yg demam. Adoyaii..makin letih badan bila Aulia demam, selsema & batuk sekaligus. Tengah2 malam terjaga 2-3 kali sbb hidung tersumbat then batuk kongkang2 sampaikan penat nk bernafas. Cepat la baik demam betul2 Aulia..mama risau sgt tgk x baik2 lagi sampai sekarang.

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Bila tokmama call then ckp Aulia demam, tokmama cakap "Dia x sesuai tu dok kt sana. Bagi dok dengan mama je la..kesian je dia asyik demam memanjang" adoii..makin sakit pale me nih. Mula la me nk temper x tentu hala. Biar la sesuai ke x sesuai ke..biar me&hubs jaga anak sendiri. Dh sampai masa me ngadap sume nih..sampai bila nk bg mama&abah jaga Aulia kan? Kang dh besar2 x pasal2 Aulia salahkan me sbb x jaga dia..banyak sgt la tekanan sekarang. Me letih..sgt2 letih..

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Cuti = x best

Hari ni skolah cuti sbb cuti peristiwa sukan sekolah. Hubs, Aulia pun de kt umah tp rasa boring je. Me dh 2-3 kali sound hubs cakap me cuti hari ni..ingatkan cam selalu hubs nk la bawak g jalan2 mana2. Sekali diam je..frust giler! Me harap sgt hubs bawak g jalan2 sbb me dh seminggu asyik tension je manjang..bukan xleh me nk g je sendiri tp masa hubs ada ni la nk bermanja2. Maka dok je la kt umah lepas kuar breakfast pagi td. 2-3 hari ni cepat sgt terasa hati dgn hubs. Sampaikan masa drive on the way g balik keje boleh menangis sampai bengkak mata. Tak ketahuan punca. Stress sgt me ni agaknya.. Hubs pun semacam je..kuar umah jumpa membe sorang2 sedangkan sebelum ni de gak ajak me ngan Aulia ikut sekali. Pastu sepatah ditanya sepatah menjawab. X de nk mesra2, gurau2 mengusik macam selalu. Duduk berjam2 sebelah tp sepatah pun x bersuara..tanya gak hubs pe masalahnya? Hubs cakap xde pe.. sekompleks mana pun org perempuan ni tp bila ditanya dia luahkan gak perasaan tp dgn org lelaki lagi la susah nk paham. Hati rasa x hepi je bila kepala otak pk macam2..bleh jadi gak PMS sbb red flag dh around the corner..haihh..tenang la hati. InsyaAllah semua akan jadi mcm biasa balik. Inilah salah satu dugaan hidup berumahtangga kot. Kita rasa kita dh faham pasangan kita sedangkan byk lagi sebenarnya yg kita x tau.. camne agaknya parents kita boleh pertahankan rumahtangga berpuluh tahun lamanya? Mohon diberikan me ketabahan utk hadapi apa saja dugaan dengan penuh kesabaran.. Amiinn..

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Letih

Adoiiii..kepala me ni dr tengahari td rasa nk pecah! Sakit sgt berdenyut2..rasa nk je me amik hammer ketuk kepala ni. Aulia plak dr tengahari td smpai sekarang gak asyik buat perangai. Since papa g Kerteh de keje kena settle..dia nk ikut papa sampaikan melalak lepas papa gerak. Malam ni plak papa x balik..adoiii..kepala rasa nk pecah je! Pantang ada bunyi kete kt luar dia g jenguk..dh bukan kete papa dia tanya plak "Papa mana?" pastu dia melalak lagi..tolong la mama yaya..mama sakit sgt2 ni. Tahap sabar mama nipis sgt..harus melayang tapak tangan ni nanti. Sabar..sabar.. Letih.Me sgt letih..otak ngan badan semua letih. X larat sgt..kalo la ada orang yg bleh me mengadu.. Pantang silap sikit Aulia nk melalak..kdg2 x de angin x de ribut dia menangis xtentu pasal. Adoiiii...dpt pejam mata sekejap pun jadi la..

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Beezee week!

Minggu ini adalah sgt bz..xsempat nk bercerita pasal 3rd day onwards Aulia kt nursery. Till today, Aulia masih lagi menangis tiap kali hantar pagi2..bila ambik petang hari je dia quite cranky. Kalo kt umah sebut pasal skool tetiba je menangis x tentu pasal..siap air mata bagai. Adoii..bape lama lagi la nk biasakan dia dgn nursery..

Dari hari Isnin sampai Khamis x abis2 latihan sukan tetiap petang. Letih x yah cakap la..tengahari balik dr skolah amik Aulia then bawak dia g latihan sukan kt skolah plak. Tetiap hari gitu..dh letih lesu badan ni. Tp anak punya pasal kuatkan je la semangat. Nasib baik la me cuma terlibat dalam perbarisan..tp still memenatkan. Macam2 mende nk kena sediakan untuk 60 org murid. Letih..tp bila bawak Aulia sama rasa seronok plak dpt tgk dia hepi melompat2 then berlari ke sana ke mari..sangat hepi kan Aulia dalam gambar ni?

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Hari Jumaat & Sabtu ada kursus tanaman cendawan utk Pendidikan Khas kt Jabatan Pertanian..adoyaii..sgt la penat. Dh la x minat tambah plak dgn letih..xtau la nk describe cane perasaan tu.

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Esok plak, Sukan Sekolah..arghhh!!! Me sgt penat!! Me rasa nk pitam je bila2 masa. Sekarang pun kepala tgh berdenyut2..sakit sgt. Hubs pun bz dengan keje & berulang alik dr Kuantan ke Kerteh. Memang masing2 dh penat..jumpa pun x bercakap banyak. Lepas Isyak x tunggu lama terus tido. Esok awal2 pagi kol 5.30 dh bangun g keje. Weekend me kali ni sgt la x best sbb xley spend dgn Aulia & darling hubs. Rindu sgt our quality time..kesian kt Aulia. Rasa cam terabai je anakku sorg nih. Rabu ni hubs dh naik offshore..alahaii..asyik kena tinggal je. Bila la me&hubs nk merasa jadi suami isteri normal?

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Day 2 : Aulia at nursery

Balik keje trus g amik Aulia..xleh la nk tinggal lelama. Risau je hati teringatkan anak huhu.. Sampai2 je depan pintu nanny panggil Aulia tgk sape dtg..dia nampak je muka me terus nangis..adeh..syahdu sgt la anak oii..sibbaik mama tahan x nangis sama. Balik umah jap solat, siap bagai pastu kol 2.45 gerak g sekolah balik. Harini de latihan rumah sukan..minggu lepas pun ada gak tp me stay kt skolah sampai petang. Last week tokmama&babah ada xpe la..Kali ni x sanggup la plak nk tinggal anak sampai petang kt nursery. Rela me ulang alik semata2 nak usung Aulia sekali. Apa saja rela..biarpun naik berpinau mata nih x berenti drive dr Pekan-Kuantan-Pekan.

Letihnya la hey nk menunggu sampai kol 5..tambah2 bawak Aulia. Bila dia nampak ramai budak2 lari, dia pun nk lari sama tengah padang. Jenuh me tercungap2 nk mengejarnya huhuhu..tergedik2 dia melompat2 tp suka sgt tgk sbb dia hepi. Masa balik dia dh letih..ajak bersembang pun xnak. Sampai umah dia start merengek..satu mende yg me notice berubah kt Aulia since g nursery ni perangai & mood dia cepat sgt berubah. Masa me amik dr nursery tersangat la happy cam tgh high..gelak2, pastu jerit2 suka, ntah pe yg dia seronok sgt me pun x paham. Maybe dia excited kot mama dh balik & x tinggal dia lama2 kt nursery tu.. Tetiba dr tengah seronok2 tu dia start la wat mende2 yg noty..de je la akal dia nk watkan mama ngamuk pastu bila marah nangis..saje je kan? Dia suka sgt ikut je mana me g sedangkan kalo sebelum ni dok melepek je depan tv. Bila dh anta nursery dia jadi makin nk melekat je dgn mama atau papa tiap masa. Mesti lah dia rasa gitu kan? Dh dia kena tinggal tetiap hari..bila balik je harus la nk manja & perhatian lebih2 dr mama&papanya..sian yaya..

Cadangnya harini nk masak..konon nk wat seprais la utk hubs. Dh berkurun hubs x merasa air tangan bininya huhu..bukan masak gempak2 pun..nasik goreng je muahahaha..semangat la masak nasi masa balik tengahari tu so that balik petang ni bley trus goreng je nasi. Sekali hubs call.."b x balik malam ni,tido kt transit. Nk siapkan keje.." uwaaaaaaaa..keciwa la hati! Padan muka..nk wat seprais konon..last2 makan sorang la me sob..sob..suapkan Aulia dlm 3-4 mulut pastu dh xnk. Nampak sgt mama masak x sedap ekekekeke..

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Jangan la nangis..

Dah 2 malam Aulia tido awal sgt..pas makan antibiotik kol 6 tu dlm kol 7 lebih kurang dia dh start lalok pastu trus tido depan tv. Xsempat nak tengok cite faveret dia-anak betong huhu.. Ntah cane pagi ni dia bangun awal..masa papa tukar pampers tetiba mata dia dh segar bugar, mintak tambah susu. Masa me ngan hubs semayang subuh dia gtau "mama..beyak" pastu dia menjerit. Dah sah la berak keras tuh! Adoii la..dh x pasal2 bad mood dia pagi ni. Kesian yaya..sakit bontot meneran tp x keluar2 gak. Masa anta g nursery dia meronta2 "nanak..yaya nanak pi." Alahaii..mula la tersiat2 rasa hati me nih. Kali ni dia xmo langsung kt nanny. Siap menjerit2 bagai..aduss..rasa cam x nak g keje je. Hubs siap tarik.."jom yang.." Risaunnya hati..mintak2 la yaya ok. Susah hati la bila tinggalkan dia nangis2 gitu..Jangan la nangis sayang..mama pi work..

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Day 1: Aulia at nursery

Me sampai umah dlm kol 2.30. Laju je menonong g nursery..hati ni macam2 bersarang. Risaunya camne reaksi Aulia bila nampak me? Merajuk ke? Marah ke? Sampai nursery nanny cakap Aulia baru je tido..huhu..g tgk kt bilik, alahaii..syahdunya tgk si kenit tuh terbaring atas toto dia sambil peluk Ellie hukhuk!! Rasa cam nk menitik air mata ni..bukannya kt umah Aulia x besa tido gitu kan tp bila nampak kt situ rasa sayu je hati. Cian anak mama kena tinggal.. Me amik peluang tanya macam2 kt owner nursery tuh..biarla tanya banyak kan,kita bayar dia untuk jaga anak kita bukannya free. Nanny cakap Aulia x buat perangai, xde nangis2 bagai..cuma dia cam dok sorang2 xmo kawan dengan sape2 lagi. Ye la sebelum ni duduk dengan tokmama&babah..mana de kawan lain..tp nanny cakap Aulia makan banyak,sampai 2 kali dia makan hakhak!! Suka sgt hati bila dengar..cumanya masa nk tido dia merengek sket. Berubah tempat kot..biasanya kalo siang Aulia tido sendiri je depan tv. Golek2 atas tilam bentang kt ruang tamu nanti pandai la dia tido sendiri. Masa me gerak Aulia nk angkat masuk dalam kete dia bangun terpinga2 tengok me pastu sengih2 panggil mama..owh, sgt syahdu mcm jejak kasih je huhu..

Lepas amik Aulia me x terus balik tp g servis Stream sbb hubs dh tunggu kt servis centre. Masa dalam kete me sembang dengan Aulia..

Me : Yaya suka x g skool? Best x?

Yaya : Bessshhh..

Me : Kakak baik x?

Yaya : Bayekkkk..

Me : Sedap x yaya eat? Yaya eat apa?

Yaya : Cedaapp..eat nacik,teyor..

Me : Yaya nk g lagi x esok?

Yaya : Nak! Esok yaya pi lagi na mama?

Me : Yaya noti x? Ramai x fren ngan yaya?

Yaya : Yamaiii fren..tanak..tanak fren! (start membentak)

Me : Ala..yaya baru lagi. Orang x kenal yaya. Esok pegi lagi nanti ramai la fren dengan yaya..sumeeee nk fren dengan yaya. Best tau ramai fren..

Yaya : Nanak..nanak!!!

Me : Kakak kan ada..yaya fren dengan kakak.

Yaya : Nanak..yaya tecik lagi..

Me : Esok kita g skool lagi ek?

Yaya : Nanak..yaya tecik lagi la!

Me : Yaya kan geng bas toyah..GBS kena g skool la..

Yaya : Yaya dh beca..yaya GBS eh?eh mama?

Me : Ok..yaya GBS..paaannndaaaaii!! Esok kita g skool lagi ek?

Yaya : Ote..

Mampos la me kalo esok Aulia mengamok x mo g nursery huhu..mintak2 la dia ok. Hati me ni sgt la  x keruan pikirkan anak nan sorang nih..huhu..Aulia jangan wat perangai ek..

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Demam lagi..

Kesian papa..hari ni papa lak berjangkit demam yg start dr me pastu jangkit kt Aulia huhu.. Selsema Aulia pun x bape nk baik lagi,batuk pun ada lagi sikit2..adeh..sedihnya hati nengokkan dedua orang chenta hatiku ini lemah je badan..cepat2 sembuh ye Aulia&papa!

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Risau

Masuk kali ni dh 3 kali me call nursery tanyakan Aulia..huhu..nanny2 tuh mesti hangin je sket2 call macam la derang x pernah jaga budak. Tapi sibbaik derang paham 1st time hantar anak mesti la asyik call je sepanjang hari. Hati ibu mana yang x risau pk kan anak yg dh 2 tahun,dh cerdik-kenal orang tup2 anta kt org x kenal huhu..
Pagi tadi hubs dengan baik hatinya tunggu g lambat sket..kol 6.30 baru gerak. Mesti hubs tau bininya risau sampaikan tido malam pun 2-3 kali terjaga huhuhu..tambah lagi Aulia batuk kongkang2 kesian sgt dengar. Kalo la boleh sakit tu dipindahkan, rela je me tanggung batuk tu. Biarlah rasa nk pecah dada pun dari si kecik tu menanggung. Pagi td masa salin pampers Aulia terjaga sampai la me angkat dok dlm car seat, Aulia tanya "nak pegi mana ni?" me gtau la "kan mama dh cakap semalam, harini yaya pegi school." Aulia tengok je pastu tanya lagi "papa?" alahaii, sayunya hati.."papa pi work..mama pun pi work. Yaya kena g school la.."
Sampai nursery yg kt hujung lorong, lepas angkut segala barang..nk amik Aulia dia start merengek..adoyaii anak..macam disiat2 hati mama ni tengokkan anak sedih. "Mama pi work sayang..yaya duduk la sini ek. Nanti ley main menan..nanti yaya de fren ramai.." muka yaya sedih je dengar me cakap sambil kelek botol susu..
Lepas kiss papa, me terus pas Aulia kt nanny tu.. ALHAMDULILLAH..dia suakan badan dia kt nanny tu. Pastu me babai..dia x nangis tp me yg dh sebak macam nk pecah dada hukhuk!! Drama tul.. masa call td nanny cakap Aulia ok, x nangis..pandai bawak diri cumanya dia nk ada orang sentiasa dok dekat dia. Ok la tu kan..xde la merap sampaikan asyik nangis je sampai orang pun meluat huhu..mintak2 la berterusan la Aulia senang dihantar ke nursery. Jangan esok dia mengamuk x hengat dunia sudah!! Xsabar nk balik jumpa Aulia!!

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Nursery

Esok 1st time nak hantar Aulia ke nursery..aduhh..hati ni berkecamuk. Bergelodak macam2 rasa..1st time nk hantar anak bg org luar jaga. Me tawakal banyak2 & berdoa selamat la hendaknya anak ku nan seorang ni.. InsyaAllah Tuhan lindung. Selama ni Aulia x pernah tinggal dengan orang lain. Masa me kt maktab dok dengan tokmama&babah..mmg manja teramat la. Sebelum ni kalo nampak orang x kenal dok cuit2 dia pun dia dh menyorok celah kangkang me or hubs. Ini plak nk bagi dia kt orang yang dia x kenal langsung kt nursery tuh..adeh..mau melalak satu taman anak dara me nih nanti. Memula cadangnya nk testing2 anta dulu..harini sejam,esok naik 2-3 jam gitu coz hubs suppose cuti 2 minggu darat. Tetiba office panggil nk wat PPA bagai..adeh..nk wat cane kan? Dah namanya pun kerja..ready je la bebila masa utk dipanggil hukhuk!! Kalo tokmama&babah tau mesti suruh tinggalkan Aulia kt sp dulu seminggu ni.

Me susah hati sgt sekarang pikirkan pe reaksi Aulia masa hantar awal2 pagi esok. Hubs dh tentu2 la kol 6 pagi dh gerak. Me yg nk kena anta dia kt nursery kol 6.30 pagi..masa tu dh la dia baru bangun tido. Mesti moody abis..walopun me nih garang terpekik terlolong kt Aulia tiap masa tp bila bab2 nk tinggal anak kt orang ni aduhaiii..takut nanti bila nampak Aulia menangis meratap bagai, me pun menangis sama. Dah tentu2 la kan! Macam nk tinggal anak seminggu je sedangkan kol 3 dh sampai umah hehehe..dh namanya pun ibu/mak/mama kan? Walo cane keras pun hati tp perasaan keibuan tuh bila nampak anak nangis2 sbb kena tinggal mau merebeh2 gak air mata ni.

Alahaii..susahnya hati.. Mesti Aulia merajuk kt me esok sbb tinggalkan dia kt orang yg dia x kenal. Xkira la ramai kawan2 ke..maunya dia mogok xnk makan or minum susu langsung. Ya Allah tabahkanlah hatiku utk hadapi dugaan ini..sementara Aulia nk biasakan diri je. Bila dh seronok berkawan insyaAllah ok la kot. Kurang2 mau amik masa seminggu dua me g keje tetiap pagi bengkak2 mata menangis terkenangkan Aulia yg menangis merayu kt me "mama..tanak..tanak..yaya nak pi.." Aduhaii anak..tolonglah bg mama kekuatan. Mama ngan papa g cari rezeki..kalo x xkan mama sanggup nk tinggalkan Aulia walo seminit pun kt orang lain. Mohon diberikan ketabahan & kekuatan utk me hadapi dugaan esok hari..

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Indahnya hidup

Sekarang ni me ada kt our home sweet home kt Kuantan. Indahnya hidup..hubs ngan Aulia ada sekali. Spend hari minggu ni lepak2 layan marathon GBS, Adi&Ayah, Kapten Boleh faveret Aulia huhu..kemas2 umah, lepak2 tido dgn hubs. Saaaaanggggaaaattt heaven!! Inilah masa2 yg me & hubs nantikan lepas setahun kena berjauhan. Weekend je masa nk berebut dating ngan hubs then balik sp tgk Aulia. 2 hari weekend sgt la suntuk berkejar ke sana ke mari. Bila dpt dok lepak2 camni sgt2 la bersyukur dengan each & every single moment that we have rite now. Alhamdulillah..my family is my everything!

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Sakit kepala

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Dah 3-4 hari Aulia demam..kejap panas kejap ok. Me pun tido dh macam orang gila. Tetiap malam terbangun sbb nk cek temperature si kenit tu kot2 panas sgt ke. Risau je hati tiap masa huhu.. Bangun pagi tetap kol 5.30 jadinya tido tetiap hari ada la dalam 3-4 jam kot. Adeh..kepala weng je drive tetiap pagi. De sekali tu bawak kete rasa gelap je rupa2nya lupa bukak lampu muahahahah!! Betapa wengnya kepala ku ini sampaikan mende penting pun x ingat.. Sekarang ni selsema Aulia dh berjangkit kt me hukhuk!! Sakitnya kepala ni macam dikepit dengan ragum. Bangun pagi2 je bersin dh dekat 25 kali,mata me pun dh sepet..nk ngajar pun xlarat nk berdiri. Mampos la nk ngajar dak2 ni kalo duduk kan? Satu kelas derang panjat&berlari x hengat dunia huhuhu.. Rasanya selsema ni sbb badan x cukup rest kot.. Alhamdullillah..doa yaya semalam dh termakbul huhu..papa balik harini yeayea!!! Boley la mama rest sket & dan2 tu la jugak me bley jadi isteri yg lembik nk bermanja dgn hubs ekeekkeke.. Ye la kan,bila hubs xde me kena jadi superwoman. Sakit pun tahankan je,letih pun abaikan je..main redah je walopun kepala ni pusing-jalan pun kadang2 cam orang mabuk. Bila hubs balik harus la nk manja lebey2 hehehe..nanti mula la me bertekak dgn Aulia,berebut kasih sayang papa muahahahah!! Letih la papa nk melayan Aulia yg sememangnya akan mengada2 abis & nk melayan mama yg otomatik lembik bila papa ada hakhak!! We miss u papa!!

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Dear papa,

Yaya demam.. yaya nangis je dari pagi bawak ke malam. Mama pun xley tido malam dibuatnya. Yaya xmo kt sape2..kt tokmama memang xmo langsung, kt babah kadang2 nak kadang2 xnak..kt mama pun sama. Mama dh macam pompuan giler meroyan kekdahnya, selebet abis..g keje pun bawak kete melelong sebab x cukup tido risau badan yaya panas sgt. Mama dh bawak yaya g klinik tp masih x baik lagi. Tekak yaya bengkak sebab badan yaya panas sgt..papa balik la cepat..yaya rasa yaya demam rindu kt papa..yaya nak papa..isk..isk..

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Rutin kerja

Inilah antara rutin harian me kt sekolah..ye,saya adalah seorang pendidik bagi anak2 istimewa.. keje ini adalah sgt2 mencabar kesabaran me yg sememangnya seorang yg tersangat la baran hehehe..setiap hari hubs ingatkan me "niat dalam hati..kita kerja kerana Allah Taala..kalo mende baik niat pun dh dapat pahala.." hukhuk..tertunduk malu.

Owh..me masih belum ceritakan? Me dh diludah kt muka, digigit, dicakar,diflash dan macam2 lagi aksi di luar jangkaan seorang guru muahahah..redha je la kan..kalo ikut kan hati yg marah ni dh lama me lempang berkali2 sampai pengsan..sabarrrrrr..

This 2 weeks kena balik kol 5 petang coz de training untuk sukan sekolah 15/2 ni. Lepas sukan nih ntah natang pe plak wat me kena stay sampai petang kt skolah. Sila jangan ingat keje cikgu relax2 tengahari dh bley balik umah ye..*&^%..lagi skali..sabarrrrr..

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Mami Jarum Jr.

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Waaahhh..kecik2 si Aulia nih dh tunjuk gaya2 bakal jadi Mami Jarum huhuhu.. Sesukanya hati mu je mintak gelang2 yg tok mama pakai then mintak kt dia. "Yaya nak ni buyeh x?" sambil wat muka kesian huhu..bangkrap la bapak ko camni anak oii!!

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Dapurku sudah berasap

Lihat itu..mama ku sedang memasak muahahahahah!! Keji betul anak pompuan nan seorang ini..melihat je bukan nk menolong. Dasar pemalas! Abaikan keadaan bersepah itu ye kawan2..masih dalam proses berkemas apa yg patut..sangaaattt!!

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Rasa Sayang Hey!

This is Aulia enjoying her time singing Rasa Sayang Hey..tokmama&babah are her biggest fan!

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Fikir..fikir lagi

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Since papa g laut Aulia sgt la noty & mengada2. Kejap dia panjat grill, kejap panjat sofa, melompat2 atas katil/sofa, memunggah segala barang yg ada xkira la kt mana..de je mende yg nk menyakitkan hati. Dah puas bertempik tp dia wat xtau je. Mentang2 la tok mama&babah ada..me ni tahan je sabar. Kalo ikut hati nak je ku tangankan tp dek kerana de defender paling kuat, Aulia pun dgn selambanya buat pe saje yg mama cakap NO! Owh..saya adalah sgt sakit hati oke!!

2-3 hari ni kepala me agak berserabut. Nak kata pikirkan masalah, xde pe pun masalah. Yang pastinya pikirkan masalah diri sendiri. Konflik dalam diri huhu..mana pk kan keje mendidik murid2 khas yg sgt la mencabar hati&minda. Makin hari badan semakin dipam2. Salah satu sbb me saiko yg amat bila tgk badan ni dh macam anak badak.. Semalam masa jalan2 kt Giant dgn mama&abah nampak de satu kapel. Si suaminya putih,hensem je mendukung anak..sekali yg bininya,gemok gedempol,dagu&perut berlapis-masa tu tgh beli aiskrim hukhuk!! Pastu mama sound masa dalam kete,"hah..adik buat la x jaga badan.kang anak baru 2 jadi cam tu.." uwaaaaaa...sgt saiko!! Dh 2-3 minggu gak terpk mende yg sama. Hubs plak jenis badan kurus kering..bila jumpa membe2 lama dia je sume kata dia x berubah tp bila tgk bininya harus la telan air liur je kan? Berani nk komen? Ada yg makan flat heels nanti muahahahah..

Me adalah org yg sgt x sabar bila masuk bab2 nk kuruskan badan ni. Xdenya nk diet atau makan secara sihat..hasilnya lambat. Biasa la,mcm hubs cakap "kalo nk mende2 pe, tergedik2 nk masa tu gak!" ekekekek.. So,me nk harini diet bangun pagi esok trus kurus..boley? Hotak ko la kan.. Bila tgh saiko gini mula la pk nk amik duromine ke, reductil ke, ionamin ke,adipex ke..nk kesan trus nampak je. Tp bila pk side-effect sgt la takut..bukan pe,xkan la nk anak sorg tu je kan? Buatnya amik pil2 tuh pastu efek kt reproduction system ke..dh x pasal mandul xbley beranak lagi plak. Haihh..sangat susah jadi org perempuan ni. Sume mende nk kena pk..

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Orang tua ku..

Dh seminggu mama & abah me dok kt umah meneman me ngan Aulia kt umah baru, since ini 1st time hubs kena g offshore. Me x kisah pun kalo dok sendiri, dh biasa ditinggal2 oleh hubs masa g keje. Lagipun dh besar panjang panjang ke? dh beranak pinak dh pun huhu..Tp being my mama&abah derang masih risaukan me everytime hubs g laut. Kalo bley everytime nk datang teman. Me kesian sgt sbb derang kena travel jauh2 dr Kedah..nk dicakap "jangan datang" kang merajuk lak hati kecik org tua berdua tu kan. So biarkan je la.. selagi derang rasa mampu nk travel, biar je la derang berjalan rumah anak2. Dua kerat je pun anak, abang me kt Setiu, me plak skrg kt Kuantan. Bley la jalan2 sambil makan angin since derang berdua pun dh pencen..

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Bila dok kt umah orang walopun umah anak sendiri mesti x senang duduk nk wat pe kan? Kalo me dok umah org lagi la x reti nk wat pe..asyik tido..tido..dan tido lagi. Xpun tgk tv, xpun makan..makan..dan makan lagi..huhu. Memandangkan mama&abah me dok sampai seminggu lebih kt umah me, derang pun x tau nk wat pe dh. 2-3 hari mula tu derang pun mati kutu, asyik makan,tido ngan tgk tv je. Lepas je hubs g offshore mama&abah pun start la cari keje2 yg bley dibuat. Sibbaik la kt umah ni de laman kecik so bley la abah cangkul tanah,tanam pepe huhu..as for mama plak,de je mende yg nk dikemasnya ekekeke. Me kan baru pindah so umah mmg tunggang langgang abis..sume mende campak dlm bilik belakang yg secara rasminya di jadikan stor. Balik keje minggu lepas tgk2 mama dh kemaskan stor tu..de gak la space utk tukar2 baju ke..semayang ke. Kalo harapkan me nk kemas? Bulan depan..atau bulan lagi satu..atau masa nk pindah umah lain plak muahahahaha..

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My abah plak bangun pagi2 de je mende yg di cari utk wat aktiviti..salah satunya cuci kete. Kalo me biar je sampai kete tuh dh x nampak bumbung baru la bawak g car wash hakhak!! Sambil cuci kete, kilat rim sume nanti abah bebel.."apa la adik ni,sampai berkarat kete.." me sengih je la. Sekarang ni me sgt la bersenang-lenang sbb mama&abah de kt umah. Membesarkan badan&bontot sambil menternak lemak Rasa mcm zaman belum kawen dulu je..sume mende dh ready hakhak!! Nak dilarang nanti kecik hati plak..so me biar je la derang wat pepe aktiviti macam kt umah sendiri. At least derang rasa comfortable nk dok lama2.. For them,I will always be their little girl..agaknya Aulia dh besar nanti me&hubs akan rasa camtu gak ke?

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