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Raya kedua x ke mana sebab bagi can papa rehat sebab malamnya nak drive Sp-Bp. Lagi pun nak bagi peluang mek2 ni main dengan sepupu diorang. Dah la jarang jumpa. Raya cam ni je la ada peluang nak main lama sket. Zulfa dah start demam dari raya pertama lagi. Just bagi pcm yg memang sentiasa bawak tapi dah petang pun demam x kebah. Asyik merengek je.. so gi klinik biasa, Cari paed semua tutup. Ye la.. baru raya kedua kot.

Balik klinik dalam kol 5.30 trus bagi ubat then Zulfa tido je. Masa nak bagi 2nd dose ubat dalam kol 9.30 malam tu cam biasa la dia menggelupur melalak sampai muntah2. Tetiba mulut biru pastu kaki tangan semua biru! Oihh.. xley jadi ni. Terus gerak cinta yang masa tu tgh tido. Dia pun terpinga2. Shoot ke A&E Pantai. Cuak giler sebab masa tu Zulfa biru satu badan pastu lembik.

Masa kat A&E asyik menangis je sebab Zulfa dah pandai xmo kat orang yg dia x kenal. Sepanjang malam dengar dia melalak bila doc&nurses tengah ‘proses’ dia. Dari wat heartbeat, blood test bagai sampai la kemuncak masa masuk drip sebab baby Zulfa dah dehydrated sgt. Kesian tengok dia lembik keletihan bila dah puas melawan huhuhu.. Dekat kol 12 tgh malam gak baru setel masuk ward sume.

Dari raya kedua malam sampai petang raya kelima baru leh discharge. Zulfa sampaikan kenal muka paed ngan nurses. Pantang ada nurse masuk bilik walopun utk amik temperature reading je pun dia dah melalak nak keluar anak tekak! Itu belum lagi masa bagi ubat, flush drip everytime nk bagi antibiotik, ngan wat sponging. Temperature Zulfa cuma turun lepas dlm 10 minit bagi pcm pastu shoot border 37-39 balik. Haiih.. memang xde harapan la nak kluar spital awal sebab paed memang nak monitor demam dia tinggi sgt.

Sedih hati saya everytime Zulfa menjerit “nanak” atau “atit” bila nurse masuk bilik. Masa2 x sihat ni memang dia xnak sape2 la selain mama kan? Dengan papa pun ikut mood. Kalo rasa nak.. leh la papa take over jap sementara mama nak mandi ke, semayang ke.. kalo dah dia xnak memang dia meraung. Jaga anak sakit memang mencabar kesabaran jiwa raga. Dah la mama pun penat kejap2 terjaga tengah malam bila Zulfa merengek.. maybe gatal chicken pox tu baru nak naik abis. Lom campur dengan sangapnya dok dalam wad tu. Adoiyaii.. orang lain beraya umah sedara mara, kami beraya dalam spital. Xpe la.. dugaan Syawal.

Zulfa pun pandai boring bila dah lama sgt dok dalam wad x leh nak melasak, inikan pulak mama. Asyik mengadap tv 24 jam huhuhu.. Alhamdulillah tengahari raya kelima dah leh setel2 discharge semua. Paed cakap Zulfa biru tu maybe sebab muntah tersekat masa dia makan ubat tu then heartbeat rate dia sampai 200++ sebab chicken pox tu sama contribute. Alhamdulillah yang penting Zulfa dah discharge dari spital. Merasa la tahun ni mama & papa beraya kat spital. Semoga anak2 mama semua diberikan kesihatan berpanjangan.

.. from my own body.. haisyy.. bangun pagi tadi terus sentap urat betis - CRAMP oke!! Adoii la.. Allah je yg tau betapa bisanya. Sudahnya call skolah gtau MC je la.. nasib baik cinta hati volunteer nk gi keje lambat, gi breakfast then antakan anak2 gi skool dulu. Kol 10 jap lg baru saya nak gi klinik. Ingatkan bila dh kena CTS tu xde la krem2 bagai.. sekali dapat gak habuan huhuhu.. Sampai sekarang terasa lagi sakitnya betis ni, sebelah kanan gak.. jalan dh terhencut-hencut. Sekarang ni rasa cam handicap bahagian badan sebelah kanan. CTS & cramp at the same time.. dugaan betul pregnantkan baby adik kali ni. Malam tadi je dh back pain teruk giler. Semoga mama & baby adik terus bertahan sampai due nanti.. hopefully bukanlah sign of early pregnancy.. doakan la yer..

I’m experiencing this CTS starting from week 29++ until now.. adoii la.. sgt derita sementara nak menantikan week 38 sbb this pain will only end after giving birth.. Sangat sakit oke! Kadang tu terjaga tengah malam menangis sebab sakit sgt krem kt jari. Dah xley nak buat apa. Urut pun lom tentu hilang. Ini info dr baby center..

Why am I having tingling and numbness in my hands during pregnancy?

These sensations are most likely caused by carpal tunnel syndrome. Although you probably associate this condition with people whose jobs require repetitive hand movements (such as data processors, computer programmers, and assembly-line workers), it's also more prevalent in pregnant women.

Symptoms may include numbness, tingling, burning, pain, or a dull ache in the fingers, hand, wrist, and even up the arm to the shoulder. In severe chronic cases, your hand may feel clumsy or weak.

Symptoms usually affect both hands and can appear at any time, but they're more likely to begin or worsen in the second half of pregnancy when women tend to retain more fluid. The symptoms usually go away gradually after you give birth, as the swelling from pregnancy subsides.

What causes carpal tunnel syndrome during pregnancy?

The carpal tunnel is a bony canal formed by the wrist bones on three sides and a ligament that runs across the wrist on the other. The swelling and fluid retention that's so common during pregnancy can increase the pressure in this relatively narrow and inflexible space, compressing the median nerve that runs through it.

The median nerve gives sensation to the thumb and the index, middle, and half of the ring finger and is responsible for movement of a muscle at the base of the thumb. Pressure on this nerve is what causes the symptoms.

What can I do to relieve the pain?

If possible, avoid any activity that requires forceful, repetitive hand movements. Although these movements may not have caused your carpal tunnel syndrome, they can make your symptoms worse.

If your job requires this kind of movement and you must continue it, consider wearing wrist or hand braces while you work.

If you're working at a computer, adjust the height of your chair so your wrists aren't bent downward as you type. Using a special ergonomic keyboard can help in some cases. Remember to take breaks to stretch your hands.

If your symptoms bother you at night, shift your sleeping position and try to prop up your arm with a pillow or two when you feel the twinges. Avoid sleeping on your hands. If you wake up with pain, try shaking your hands until the pain or numbness goes away.

If you have a lot of discomfort at night, try stabilizing your wrist in a neutral position (not bent) with a splint or brace. A neutral position allows the carpal tunnel to be slightly wider.

Practicing yoga can help relieve the pain and increase hand strength. You may have heard that taking extra vitamin B6 can help, but two small clinical trials have shown no immediate benefit from this treatment.

When should I call my healthcare provider?

Consult your provider if the pain and numbness interfere with your sleep or daily routine and before taking any pain medication. Your provider may suggest wearing a wrist splint or hand brace, a treatment that has helped many with carpal tunnel syndrome.

If your symptoms are constant and severe — constant numbness, muscle weakness, or loss of sensation — you'll be referred to a specialist for treatment.

Carpal tunnel syndrome may gradually resolve on its own after delivery. If symptoms persist after your baby is born, be sure to mention it to your healthcare provider at your postpartum visits so she can refer you to an orthopedist if necessary. The specialist may first suggest splinting and taking anti-inflammatory medication, such as ibuprofen.

If these conservative treatments don't help, the next step might be to get injections of cortisone. In severe cases, a simple surgery may be necessary to relieve the pressure on your median nerve.

Adoii la.. dugaan betul hujung2 pregnancy ni. CTS ni disebabkan water retention.. Alhamdulillah saya xde bengkak2 kaki bagai tapi dapat CTS ni plak. Sangat perit bila nak buat kerja rumah pun sakit.. even nak iron baju pun sakit, apalagi nak drive gi keje. Perit sgt.. Kalo teruk sgt maybe kena cari wrist splint utk initial treatment.

Tengok lah kalo teruk sgt sakitnya, next week punya appointment dgn gynae kena gtau mintak opinion dia. Nasib baik la menulis tangan kiri.. kalo x nak tulis rancangan mengajar pun tersedu-sedu menangis sebab sakit huhuhu.. memang dugaan betul la pregnancy kali ni.. Badan pun dh bagi sign untuk rehatkan diri.. ;p

Today is Hana's 5th day of life and she had to be warded due to jaundice.. alahaii, kesiannya tengokkan anak mama kena amik darah kt tangan kecik comel tu. Dari hari bawak balik rumah lagi dh nampak kuning kt muka tapi paed cakap selagi x turun kt perut kira rendah lagi. Pagi tadi de appointment dengan paed terus check bilirubin reading dh 300++, konfem la kena tahan kan. Tengok dari jauh pun dh nampak kuningnya..

Sebelum tinggalkan Hana kena la sediakan bekalan untuk dia.. since bawak balik umah Hana mmg fully breastfeed. Memang x pernah de chance nk pam susu sbb most of the time Hana request direct feeding. Masa kt hospital tadi pam susu nak wat bekal untuk Hana, doa biarlah ada sebab x pernah langsung pam. Tapi breast pun dh start tunjuk tanda nak bengkak susu.. hasilnya bila dh pam dpt la dlm 4oz..

Alhamdulillah, memang murah rezeki Yasmeen Hana ni. Kena dengan maksud nama Hana - rezeki tanpa kepayahan. Tadi kol 3, KSH call gtau Hana dh minum susu tapi still menangis sbb dh terbiasa dengan direct feeding. Alahaii.. kesiannya dia. Kejap lagi mama gi tengok Hana k. Syahdunya hati bila tengok Hana kena ambik darah untuk test bilirubin, apalagi bila tengok dia duduk bawah lampu tu huhuhu.. Mama doakan Hana cepat2 baik k..

p/s : Masih lom de mood nk wat entry kelahiran Yasmeen Hana at 36 weeks. Nanti2 la yer..

Pagi tadi tidak TERLAJAK lagi macam semalam.. me dibangunkan bukan oleh alarm phone tapi CRAMP!!!! Ya Allah, nasib baik sgt2 kali ni hubby tercinta ada kt sebelah. Terus goncang/tepuk badan hubby suh dia bangun. Terpisat2 hubby bangun pastu cuak dok tanya "kenapa..kenapa?" huhuhu.. macam dh nak beranak gayanya. X cakap banyak trus tunjuk kaki.. hubby dh tau me cramp trus tolak pastu urut2.. memang SAKIT GILER B*** oke!! Selalu kalo dh reda sket bleh gak nak bengkok kaki tapi kali ni bila bengkok makin urat tuh cekang.. uwaaaaargghhhhhhh, melalak la haku di pagi nan hening!! Air mata meleleh pastu tersedu2 hukhuk.. sangat sakit oke!

Lepas dh reda sakit sume, bangun la terdengkot2 sediakan nasi goreng kampung untuk sahur sob..sob.. sangat syahdu oke.. masa tu la teringat masakan mama. Nasib baik la hubby jenis x banyak songeh bab makan2 ni.. sedia apa saja sume makan as long perut x kosong. Thanx sayang for being there.. sob..sob..*lap air mata*

Kol 3 pagi Aulia merengek nak tambah susu.. adoyaii, beratnya la haii mak buyung ni nak bangun g wat susu kt dapur nun. Tapi gagahkan diri bangun gak..kalo hubby de leh gak tepuk2 dia suh g wat susu anak huhuhu..

Setel sumbat susu kt Aulia kononnya nak tido balik la.. elok je baring tetiba cam kilat cepat je urat kaki tuh bersimpul. ADOIIII.. KREM/SIMPUL BIAWAK LAGIK!!!! Air mata memang dh berlinang masa tu tapi nk wat cane lagi kan? Tahan jugak la sampai urat2 kt dedua belah kaki tu baik sket.. sudahnya tertido dalam tahan sakit. Bangun subuh pun terhencut-hencut jalan ke bilik air nk amik wuduk. Sembahyang duduk je la jawabnya kan? Lepas setel mayang dh x ley nak jalan..merangkak g bilik panjat katil. Syahdunya masa tu jangan cakap la..air mata dh meleleh tapi pujuk hati, xpe la, insyaAllah dengan sakit ni terhapus la hendaknya dosa2 huhu..

Terpikir gak nak g keje ke x? Tapi kalo dh nk pijak lantai, nk berjalan pun x ley cane nk drive-pijak pedal minyak ngan brek bagai? Nak angkut 11kg Aulia masuk kete then anta nursery lagi..x daya la weii. Sudahnya inform kt GPK je cakap MC arini. Sambung tido balik walopun x lena sgt sbb urat kt betis tuh x abis lagi bersimpul..

Kol 9 lebih baru keluar rumah g klinik.. cam orang cacat dh kekdahnya. Jalan seret2 kaki uhuk..uhuk.. Rasa cam nk call je hubby suh balik sekarang jugak!!

Masa gitau doc kt klinik dia pun wat muka cam “iskk..sakit tuh! saya kena sebelah kaki pun rasa cam nk putus, ini plak awak kena dedua belah..” owh, thanx doc..that statement was really2 comforting! Dah la laki xde, sakit kena g klinik sendiri.. tahan je airmata ni.. Nasib baik bawak Aulia, distract la skett dr emo x tentu pasal huhuhu.. Sudahnya doc bg MC ngan pil calcium & tahan sakit je. Balik klinik singgah Giant jap beli barang pastu terperuk la kt umah..

B.. cepat la balik… uwaaaaaaaa!!!!!

Hari Selasa lepas me dh g skolah amik MC sebab rasanya badan ni dh macam melayang je. Lemah longlai dh gayanya sampai kan nk berdiri masa mengajar pun badan dh terketar2. Dpt la MC sehari..jadi la kan. Hari ni plak amik cuti lagi sbb dr semalam badan dh lemah longlai adoyaii..ditambah lg nk melayan anak dara dgn tantrum 2 nye yg x habis2. Segala mende x kena..nk mengamuk je.. Papanya plak ke laut adeh..lg la penat melayan. Baru nk rebah badan sket de je dia nk mintak macam2. Adoiii yaya..mama rasa badan mama ni mcm nk hancur jd keping2..tolonglah jgn wat perangai. Papa..balik cepat!!!